Lesson Of the Day

You can set everything right in your life,if you just go ahead and take the first step &by having faith in yourself.

Don't think , JUST DO IT. (After all NIKE can't be wrong :D)

Static Prevails

Finally my long run at home is ending.I am bored out of my mind sitting at home.Enough bunking college now.Now i am gonna go there everyday ,even if it means to go and sit in canteen or rrc drinking lemon ice tea or nimbu paani or coffee or whatever , but i am gonna get outta my home everyday.

Damn i am bored.

Tomo is traditional day in coll. so gotta get up and have a nice shave(i look like hell with all this hair over my face...damn its itchy).Gonna wear kurta-payjama tomo which i got few months back.so atleast tomo is gonna be somethin different from routine.Its gonna a photo session with eveyone getting their digi's.It's gonna be out last traditional day in college.So gonna have fun and click some nice pics with my friends :-)

This is a happy post !

First of all happy new year to anyone whose reading this blog.Hope u all also do something better with your life this year !

I am in a very optimistic mood today.i am feeling somewhat like a different person today.i think this is going to be a good year.i feel like a more mature person now *ahem* i know this sounds a bit far-fetched but i think i have evolved as a person now.i would like to believe that i won't make same mistakes which i made earlier.you live , you learn.

got myself new clothes today.jeans,tee and few shirts from a shop called "Clothes Rack" its near maitri park.It has a very huge collection on shirts and tees.

And now sadly i have to end this post which i had started almost 4 hrs ago but it got delayed due to playin pool on yahoo and talkin on phone and time is now 3.51am so i 'll end this here.

Another Useless Day In College

So today after sitting at home on tue. i go to college as i had decided on the day before while talking to manas.After a short discussion on phone we decided that its better to attend todays coll.

And with that i arrive in college at sharp 9.30 , coming in i see two of my classmates and they tell me that they aren't sitting for pracs as they have got placements and that no one is yet to come for pracs and just at the moment manas comes rushing in

Act 1 ,Scene 1::

*I=Neeraj,M=manas,C=charudutta,T=teacher*

I: oye sunn,koi nahi hai sab log ka placy hai aaj !
M:abee chal chal,jaldi chal andar.
I: abeee koi nahi hai ...placy hai !!!
M:*reaching the door* abe chal andar ! mein pehli baar itna jaldi aaya hoon ..mein ja raha hoon..
I: ruk ja kutte, soch le .
M:*entering a empty lab, me following him* ABEE
I:Dekh liya kutte !
M:*thinking bout what he has just done* ABEEEEE tune bola kyon nahi !!
I:Bol toh raha tha mc ki koi nahi hai lab mein, apun dono akele hai !
M:ABE fucker tune bola kyon nahi ki LAB KE ANDAR koi nahi hai !!!
I:abe harami bol toh raha tha ki koi nahi hai koi nahi hai andar...kaan mein leke rakha tha kya !!
M:*regretting the thing he has done just now* abe shit yaar yeh kya ho gaya...i never thought this could happen...me coming first into the lab that too with no one in the lab coming behind us!
I: baith abhi saale ..baithe reh akele...bol raha tha ruk jate hain.

Act I, Scene II

*after discussing all kind of bull shit in pracs ranging from stocks to movies to avoiding encounter with a certain alien from another dimension ,me manas and dutta sitting in front of computer with a notepad file open with some rubbish prog*

*mam walking towards us as its time to leave..well almost..its 11 and just then dutta did something that manas is gonna regret for the rest of the day, he closed the only file that was open in our comp,just before mam came.*

T:haan toh kya kiya tumne 2 ghante se...haan i mean 1.5ghante se ?
*mam standing behind us, we 3 staring at the computer screen showing windows desktop*
I:*silence*
M:*silence*
C:*silence*
T : haan bolo...kuch nahi kiya kya aaj lab mein ?
M: mam maine woh ek prog kiya tha 1st pracs mein..client server ka !
T:haan woh toh theek hai par aaj kya kiya ? rpc kiya kya ?
M:nahi mam woh tabhi alag comp pe the , aaj kuch nahi kiya ?
I:mam kuch nahi aata hai , kya karen hum ?
T: toh phir client server kaise kiya ?
C: mam woh pehle kiya hua tha...aata tha..
T: toh phir lab mein prepared aane ka..books padke aane ka....blah blah blah ...
T:jao tum log..mein tumhe attendance nahi de rahi hoon.
M,I,C: *thinking in our minds simultaneously* BITCH
*she walks away*

Epilouge ::

M : fuck bc...mujhe 4 hafte se attendance nahi mila hai.she didnt give me attendance last time also but that time i was late so i thought it was ok ,but man this time i left home at 8.30 and reached on time and that too first...shitt ...jaan de jaan de..abhi se isska pracs baithne ka hi nahi...bahut ho gaya iska natak...munshi tere wajah se hi sab hua hai..main bola tha nahi aate hai coll ko aaj...tu hi bola chal...and charu tu yeh kya kiya saale kaun bola tha tujhe clsoe karne ko flie...saale kuch toh raag dete...

I,C:*lookin towards him and falling down laughing* HAHAH saala tera kismat hi aise hai..hahah

Of Changes and Regrets in Life !

It's been pretty long since i have posted in here.Life's been going through many changes recently i don't know if its for good or bad but what's done is done.i am really not quite sure what i want to write over here ,it's just that i was feeling really down since past few days.Earlier i used to be down when i didn't have a job or was tensed because of results but now when everything is done and way is all clear still the mind is not satisfied.

Are we really never happy ?
I got no reason to worry now.Now i have a job,all 7 sems cleared but still sometimes i feel depressed.I feel this computer has made my life a mess.I can't seem to do anything except sit in front of this fucking machine and surf the net or play games or do some shyt or the other.
Fuck i got so many novels to read and so much more to do but all i do is sit and waste time.

I really need to find happiness in my mind.Life is all just a state of mind.These days all i want to do is stay at home.I feel happy when i am at home.It's not that i don't have fun in college.Oh yes i do , but its just the thought of waking up in the morning and going to college that gives me that bored feeling.I am 21 and i am already bored.What the fuck am i doing?i really wonder.I know i have to do lots of thing but i just can move my lazy ass and do that.

Everyone is capable of achieving whatever he sets his eyes on.I really do believe and wanna be one of those.I have got great plans for future in my mind.Oh yes i have.But i don't think i have ever taken any steps in that direction.I do good without taking much of an effort;but sometimes i wonder what life would have been if i had taken that extra effort , if i had walked that extra mile.I know its not too late now.I just hope i become the person i imagine myself as in the future.I hope i don't fuck it all up because of my laziness.And my dear friends i use the word laziness in a very serious sense of the word,i mean i am REALLY lazy.

I have done some things in my life which i wish i wouldn't have done.If i could turn back time i would really like to take it all back.I have been rude and i have been like a jerk to some people,i know because of situation i was in.I have thought of saying my apologies to the select one or two people to whom i feel i have let them down.and i hope i do it ASAP.It's not my ego that's stopping me from doing that.it's just that guilt that's stopping me from even picking up the phone and say i am sorry or even type a mail.And it's been with me since a long time now.

I'll have to go soul searching now.i know this sounds so cliched but that's what i have to do.I have to seek answers and start to erase the habits which are degenerate to my life.

Actually this has been quite a mess of a post.i have no clue what i have written in.i just wanted to talk to someone and i couldn't find someone to share it with right away so i thought of writing it all down in my dear diary.i guess now I'll read this again after posting it so as to see and comprehend what i have written.

Of Racism and Indian Hannibal

SO i switch on the news these days or if i read the newspaper the only two things i seem to get a glimpse of is shilpa and surender.

Who shilpa you might ask?

Shilpa shetty ofcousrse our own bollywood havebeen(or neverbeen in her case).If i had posted this one week back it would have taken us a minute or so to remember her.But now thanks to Big Brother she is in the "news" again for horrendous act of racism against her.But i have just got one doubt which is "on what basis was she selected by endemol(the producers of the show) to participate in UK?". The only answer that echoes my mind is that:because she is asian or to be more appropriate indian.(even a paki would have done the job but sadly there aren't many paki celebs.)So they come looking for a indian celeb to put into the house with other 11 housemates for their show.
So they decide this is good new trick to boost up our TRP's.Already there is a huge cry over racism in UK as we all have already read in papers that thousands of indians are being sent back.So if we all know how they treat asians over there,does anyone really think the producers of the show and shilpa would not have known that beforehand!!!
So one week into the show and she cries "RACISTS"/"I AM A VICTIM OF RACISM" . I say BULLSHIT.Hell she has been paid crores of ruppees to be on that show and they tell me that is the costliest celeb over there so she better create some controversy over there else what the fucking use of her goin over there.So the plan backfires a bit as it grows out to a full blown controversy sparing not even Mr.Blair himself who even made a speech of so and so in parliament.So few days go by eviction comes by and now what do i read in the paper from shilpa and i quote "I AM NOT A VICTIM OF RACISM".so i say well done Big Brother.

Now you might ask who surender? He is the supposedly man eating servant who has been killing and eating all those poor kids and ladies from last two years or so on the instruction of a tantrik in noida along with mohinder(his employer).First there were reports that there are missing knee caps,skulls,and that all parts of the body were removed in a very professional mannner without any bone getting damaged.

The police have already done nothing in this matter since last two years ,making no effort at all to make a secure FIR nor were bothered about the missing childern as they are from poor families of nithari village.Then there are reports that there are contact details of many doctors and police offficials in his mobile and there are speculations of organ-trading.So the case is transferred to CBI after systematically destroying all the evidence and cleaning up the house of the accused and now the foucs is on the Maneating servant.all bullshit.There is no effort made to find the doctors involved in this or investigate into organ-trading instead they are making us believe that this man has eaten all those childern and ladies.so lets see how low our political and police system can go.so i say well done Haryana police.

DeLa and OrT of a Down

Just watch this funny video of two people performing a part of Chop-Suey by S.O.A.D.Hillarious.

Pirates of the GURU-Dead Man's Chest

Well as the name of the post suggests these are two movies i saw yesterday and today.

GURU : I liked this movie which showcases some brilliant performances by abhishek,mithun da , mahadevan along with nice direction by mani ratnam.He knows exactly how to extract good performances from his actors.He knows exactly what he wants and gets that.While abhishek sometimes tend to act like amitabh from agneepath in the end but i guess thats ok,coz i liked rest of the movie very much.The climax is a bit of a letdown.Well in the end some of u will love it where as the other half won't as was the case in omkara(another well-directed movie).

Pirates.of.the.Caribbean-Dead.Man's.Chest :The actors are the same but the humor is gone.too stretched out for no reason whatsoever.All that stupid parts of those tribal people are of no consequence.The only thing i liked about this movie is depp(as usual brilliant) and the last scene.

My Recent Viewings

Here's a brief list of some of the movies i have seen recently and how they turned out to be.

• Schindler's List : Nothing much need's to be told about this masterpiece by speilberg.briliant adaptation from a novel "schindler's arc".It tells the true story of poland in the years 1940-1945 under the Nazi rule.It shows the basic trasformation of a shrewd businnessman Oskar Schindler(Liam Neeson) who works with the nazi's employing the jews(includin his accontant(Ben Knigsley)) to his profit and then how things change as he notices their condition under the rule of new general(Ralph Finees) and how he affects the lives of 1000 jews.Brilliant acting by everyone.MUST WATCH
• The Pianist:Another movie about the nazi rule in poland directed by Roman Polonksi who himself has spent his childhood under the nazi rule.This movie too starts off like schindler's telling the story of a Jew family through the eyes of one of the sons(adrien brody,in his academy award winning role) BUT this movies takes a differnt turn and it shows the life of an indiviual is under the regime.It has got that emotional connection that was missing in schindler's list.
• Requiem For a Dream : This movie shows lives of 4indiviuals and how their lives are affected by drug abuse.This movie starts off with hary(jarred leto) who is a young man under heavy infulnce of drugs and his mom who is addicted to TV and dreams of making her appearance on televison.hary's girlfriend marrian(connley) is also addicted like hary and goes to regular visits to his shrink.and harys friend.From then on what follows is a downward spiral when the 4 of them come face to face with their worst nightmares. BEWARE !! this movie is ceratinly not for the faint-hearted.This is a very depressing movie by that i really mean VERY depressing movie.Bad things keep on happening one after another finally comming to a intense climax.I was so shaken and stirred by this movie that i am thinking about it till now since last two days. The direction of this movie is totally BRILLIANT.this movie convey's the message about drug abuse along with a much broader sense of addiction of various kinds. absolutely essential viewing.AMAZING O.S.T.
  
• Inside Man: movie about a bank heist.good script which kinda lets you down at the end.but stilll worth a watch.
• The devil wear's prada : jassi jaisa koi nayi in US fashion industry.nice simple movie.nothing new to it but it tells it limited story in a nice feel good way.superb acting by meryl steep as fashion magzine head honcho resembling the devil.
• Little Miss Sunshine: every now and then there comes a indie movie which totally blows u away.This movie is one of them.a simple movie about a dysfunctional family with a damn good script and dialogues.The movie makes you laugh at the situations in their lives.can't describe what is so special about this movie but i rate it very highly in my all time fav movies.
• Borat: Cultural Learnings of America for Make Benefit Glorious Nation of Kazakhstan::Evil comedy.Wicked movie.totally politically incorrect.Amazing HILLARIOUS.this movie will make you laugh so hard.semi-doucmentry.don't watch this movie if u are offended by.....ummm...mmm..nevermind.
• Kiss Kiss Bang Bang: cool stylish movie with excellent narration by robert downey jr.brilliant dialogs.definetly worth a watch.
• Mulholland Dr:a puzzle by david lynch.go figure out your self.

Dear Diary....

I missed you alot. it's been quite a while since i last wrote anything.i had my exams going since last so many days that i still feel that there is some paper left and that this is just the holidays in between that.so i won't bore you with how bad or normal they were, simply because they are FINALLY over and now i don't wanna think about them until the results.So now that i am free diary here i am back to writing to you.

So now that i have loads of time i am going to complete my stock of unseen movies in my computer. so i have decided that i am gonna watch atleast two movies in a day and then gonna tell you all about them at the end of the day(night). that's it for now.see ya tomo.

Notes From Underground

I finished reading this book just few days ago.I found it very thoughtful read.This book consists of two parts.

In the first part::UNDERGROUND ;we come across this sick , spiteful unnamed patrogonist's describes his life and how he came to be in the "underground".In this part he describes his thoughts and feelings and also how he is superior to others.It consists of mainly neagtive and pessimistic feelings which make you think about yourself.

In the second part::ON OCCASION OF WET SNOW; we come across a day or two in his life and in dostoveskian style a "incident" occurs which affects the ongoing routine.

An interesting thing about this book is that he himself tries to question his thoughts or actions just before we ourselves try to question them in our minds and this book starts with 'I' and ends with 'WE' making the unknown reader invovled in his notes.

I would recommend reading Of Mice And Men by John Steinbeck along with this book.

Fear & Loathing in Las Vegas

Quoted by new york times as " the best book on the dope-decade"

This book is just brilliant.The basic premise of the book is about ramblings of a jouranlist Mr.Duke and his attorney Dr.Gonzo who are on their way to Las Vegas to find the "American Dream" while their car if full of all sorts of drugs to various other abusive elements and their head is full of acid n ether.

The movie is great too with depp as duke and del toro as gonzo. I would recommend watching the movie after reading this book as it would make more sense and seems hell lot more funny.

Breakfast of Champions By Kurt Vonnegut Jr.

This is a one of the strangest book i have read so far.Totally outrageous , funny and chaotic.

The basic premise of the book is about a Car-dealer Dwanye Hoover who is on the verge of insanity and a sci-fiction writer Kilgore trout who writes all kinds of bizzre books.

Dwyane reads one of his book and becomes a homicidal maniac.

But this is just the very very basic plot, the write Vonnegut is a genius in between all this he puts forward his views about various issues in US ranging from viet nam to rape to Tv etc etc.
Gives details about a characters past to the size of his pennis.

As said at the back of the book :
"He creates a magic that makes poronography seem like plumbing,violence like lovemaking,guilt like child's play.He wheels out all the complaints about America and makes then seem fresh,funny.outrageous,hateful and loveable,all at the same time.He weaves nearly a dozen vonnegut stories into one plot"

Few quotes from this book ::
"Ideas or the lack of them can cause disease."

"There is no order in the world around us, we must adapt ourselves to the requirements of chaos instead. It is hard to adapt to chaos, but it can be done. I am living proof of that: It can be done

Now looking for his most popular work - Slaughterhouse Five.

And so "TEAM" INDIA lose again !!!

So India lost another match,here's nothing new.Today the aussies beat the crap outta IND,as if you were expecting a miracle.You win some you lose many,that's alright but what irritated me in today's match was the way our so called "team" approached the match.Here are few things that i found wrong with the team in general these days ::

• Shewag:: How many more chances are we gonna give to this fat,bald,lethargic, halwai.I can't seem to remember the last time he scored a century and as far as the stats go;its been 1.5 yrs since his last 100.He made last 100 in jun'05 as reported by CNN-IBN.He needs to be dropped and i am using the word dropped not rested.because i feel he should be shown his place,he is too over-confident that he is bigger than the team and that he can get away placing some absolutely mindless shots in the name of being "aggressive" opener.
• Raina:: Anyone whose reading this blog please tell me why is Mr.Raina in our team?
• Fielding(or rather the lack of it) :: In toady's match whenever i saw the ball go for 4 runs i couldn't spot a fielder who was behind the ball chasing it.I mean they don't try these days, or they try to stop the ball by means of their shoes !!! cmon' shoes !!! they never dive at the boundary and when they dive in the mid-field the ball has already gone past them like bhajji did today.
  
• Running between the wickets :: Our team is so satisfied in taking 1's they don't ever bother to take the extra run that would put pressure on the opponents.Esp. dravid,shewag they never run fast.
• Team selection ::Politics, that's all i can see in this team selection.obviously there is no presence of common sense while selecting a side.I don't know why can't they bring kumblelaxman.They give lame excuses like they are old and tired.Hell with those excuses.Kumble can still take way more wickets than bajji ever does.(he takes max 2 a game that too rarely).

I can go on and on ...but i won't because i am tired and i know that it won't make a fucking difference.The thing is all this media hype,the moolah they get once they score a century or take 5 wickets in an innings that they feel they are the next tendulkar or next warne.
Just give the new one's some time to grow and mature before you go on make them as next cricketing gods or else they will lie in their own misconception like shewag is on one right now.

All said and done I'll still cheer for India in the next match they play and criticize them if they lose shamelessly again,if you wanna lose at least lose with a fighting spirit.

"WTF-was-that " kinda movies

Here are some movies,which i have seen and after movie ended i had just one thought in my mind:"WTF was that all about ?? . Well in case you are wondering that they turned out to be absolutely worthless;i am sorry to say my friend that you are sadly mistaken.In fact those are exactly the kind of movie you wish to see again and again and keep pondering over it or over its open-ending interpretation.so here are some that i have seen :

Few Movies I Loved

Here are a list of movies i have watched and re-watched over and over again.These are some of the movies i would recommend to anyone who has a good sense of humor or has a knack for watching good "different" movies(other than usual shit on US/UK Top 10) or would just like to try out new movies(not necessarily in that order).The foll. movies are in general funny,black comedy,"great-one-liners" type movies. ::
The above movies are in no particular order,i like them all the same.(ok maybe some even more so).

PS:In case you have seen any of the above movie,and you liked it do care to share your views and if you feel otherwise ,LIC.

Few Individuals I Look Upto

1. Maynard James Keenan : :
   He is the lead vocalist,writer and the soul of My Favourite band in this whole wide world which is tOO| and also of another band called A Perfect Circle.
   I can't describe the way i feel after listening to both these bands.tOO| is by far a band which is way way ahead of its peers.It's in a complete diff. league altogether.The lyrics of their songs are so beautifully written.They cover all spheres of life ranging from being angry or about a disillusioned fan or spiritual or about his mother or be it anything.And same goes for the other band APC.U don't just listen to tOO| you feel THE experience.
2. Amitabh Bachchan : :
   Big B.The name says it all.period.
3. Larry Page and Sergey Brin : :
   yep, these two college grad who brought the G revolution over the Internet.Almost 500000 queries per day at their site.Me and almost the entire planet earth use their sites daily for even the most trivial matters.They are unconventional,original,refreshing,fast and bloody billionaires by the time they had hit 30.I salute you both.
4. Jeffrey Lieber, J. J. Abrams and Damon Lindelof : :
   These three are the creators of a TV.show called LOST(If u haven't heard the name of this show then u probably are living in some ancient civilization).
   This show is beyond words ,i mean i can't explain how great this show is.You have to watch it to know what i mean and all the credit goes to these three cruel bastards who keep on screwing up with our minds every time an episode ends.They keep on feeding us 1 or 2 ans. and coming up with 10 new questions.But then again that's the U.S.P of the show.You just gotta watch this show A.S.A.P.
5. Robert De niro ::
   One of My most favourite actor.He has acted in memorable roles in The Godfather Pt.II ,Taxi Driver,Raging Bull,Mean Streets,The Deer Hunter,Once Upon a Time in America et all.He is such a brilliant actor. It's just because of him i like The Godfather Pt.II more than its predecessor.If you get time please check out his above mentioned movies ,if u can't find them then feel free to contact me.
   
   
   
   So i guess these are some of the individuals who have affected my life in one or the another or just have made a mark on my personality.in case you thought i might add Gandhi,Nehru,mother Teressa, et all. you were sadly mistaken.
   

Sick Cycle Carousel !!!

just been back from goa 2 days back(about which i'll write later on if i get time) and now today was first day in coll after the trip.damn it was a hectic day.all the assingments and journals have started coming out from everywhere.some new stuff keeps coming up every minute.and so the process of writing sheets full of crap starts again.and then there are vivas and company's coming for placements and then final exams and i am sitting here writing this blog.

Conclusion::I'm gonna get fucked left,right and center.

Most *over-rated* hindi moviez

These movies have either put to sleep or made me laugh so hard(at the movie) or made me feel somebody put a bullet in my head and put me outta my misery.and the worst part being they went on to win awards.

1. Devdas :::
   This is baap of all boring movies.the acting was over-the-top by shahrukh as usual.there was no chemisty between ash n him.i didn feel a bit that he loved her.and then madhuri also bored me along me jackie shroff as a over-enthu "chunnilal".and kiron kher scared the shit outta me when she came runnin n shoutin in one of the song sequences.
2. Veer-Zaara :::
   Another one of shahrukh khan hits.the first thing i couldnt understand about this movie was the backdrop.i mean when was this movie set in wch year.if shahrukh was in jail in 2005 then in flashback is it supposed to be India n pakistan of 1950's or 1960's if so then it surely didn feel lik india in those days.i mean he's a pilot n wears denim.so this was the major flaw.secondly this movie was to terribly boring with boring songs(hell lot of 'em) and somehow zinta jus didnt fit in that role.bajpai was hopelessy miscast.
   
3. Koi Mil Gaya :::
   Whole movie copied from start to finish from ET which was made way back in late 80's and in India this movie goes to win the awards for Best Director and Best Film and what not.so on one hand we raise hell over that kavya girl who wrote opal mehta because of palagraism and on the other hand we give awards to fully xeroxed movie.
   
4. Main Hoon na :::
   First half was somewhat tolerable insipite of terrible acting by zayed khan but the second half was just messed up esp. the suneil shetty part and the ending was hillarious.
5. No-entry :::
   I didnt laugh in the whole movie and it was supposedly a "rib-tickling comedy".
   
   Other Honurable Mentions:::
   
   • Krishh
   • corporate
   • hum apke hai kaun
   • fanna
   • chalte-chalte
   
   The best part about these movies are that the comical ones don't make you laugh and the serious melo-dramatic one do!!!
   

Ban the protests/Protest against the Bans

India is a democracy.well thats what i have been hearing since i was a kid.but nowadays it seems its in a state of transition(if not already) to a rather pathetic example of democracy.

These days all you see in this country is either protests or ban or both.For example::
~Christian community started a protest for ban on 'da vinci code.
What i dun understand is where were these people when the book was released in India and it became best-seller.all those days it was in newspapers then they didnt think it was antichrist.
Then after 2 3 yrs when a movie is made based on that book is made by a movie crew consiting of majority of christians of a christian movie studio of a christian country and released in USA which is christian country and it goes on to top of the list.so when its time to release it in India , then our christian community got into rebellious mood and want to ban the film(read::fictional piece of entertainment).
i mean when the whole christian community in US doesnt have a problem with the book or movie , why few of our publicity seeking people have.and tell me will a stupid movie affect the sentiments of millions of people all over the world who believe in Jesus.
the only reason this movie should have been banned is cuz' its a boring movie by a long shot.its nowhere close to the book(which in itself is nothing but hype).

~ban against 'fanna'
this was another funny incident.this protest got me laughing so badly.so one fine day Aamir Khan arranged a press conference in which he says that if gov. is planning to move the farmers from their homes then gov. should undertake some measures for their re-hablitation.ok.so now suddenly some youth wing of guj. want to ban his film until he apologizes for hurting the sentiments of people of guj. com'on yaar i mean theres a limt.whatever happened to freedom of speech.

~ban against 'black friday','fire','girlfriend','omkara' et all....

i am mainly angry because i am unable to understand why the people of india and that too just few publicty seeking fucks have a problem with movies.movies are meant to be fictional(unless otherwise specified) to entertain people and to be taken with a pinch of salt.and then there is "Censor" board to take care of inappropriate material and assing corresponding certificates to those movies but no this is india we dun care what censor board does.if we dun like somethin we want a ban on that thing by gov.whatever happend to freedom of speech anyways.

~ban on "A" content on T.V
this is the latest one.wah.kya baat hai.now my dear fellow indians we cant watch 'savin private ryan',one of the best war flicks on our television sets because some coll prof. took 6000signatures and filed a P.I.L for a ban on transmission of adult content on tv. and surprisingly supreme court(which still can't give us a verdict on mumbai serial blasts of '92)delivers a judgement that now no 'U/A' and 'A' on TV.

i cant just understand whats this country commin to.what do they want to achive with all these things.i am so full of anger against these pricks and this song "Wake UP" by "rage against the machine" runnin in my headphones is adding fuel to that.

Why is this country so full of hyporicsy.we cant watch 'A' content on tv cuz' that will screw up the minds of young kids but what we can watch is Star News and Star plus n Zee etc. where we are made to see anurag gettin married some 4-5 times and news channels glorifyin dawood while addin songs from company movie in the background.and coverin all the sex scandals and all even the sancity of ghosts in villages and how they come to haunt the villagers when himeess bhai sings "jhalak dikhlaja". yea rite ! watching all this crap is perfectly fine but watchin a great award wining movie is not.

There are so many other such incidents which irritate me and make me wanna take a bloody pistol and put a bullet in the head of politicans and those activitists.

heres some lyrics of RATM.couldnt find a better way to end this ::
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Raise up your ear, I'll drop the style and clear
It's the beats and the lyrics they fear
The rage is relentless
We need a movement with a quickness
You are the witness of change
And to counteract
We gotta take the power back
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No escape from the mass mind rape
Play it again jack and then rewind the tape
And then play it again and again and again
Until ya mind is locked in
Believin' all the lies that they're tellin' ya
Buyin' all the products that they're sellin' ya
They say jump and ya say how high
Ya brain-dead

Ya standin' in line
Believin' the lies
Ya bowin' down to the flag
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Wake up! Wake up! Wake up! Wake up!
Wake up! Wake up! Wake up! Wake up!

Spoken: "How long? Not long, 'cause
         what you reap is what you sow."
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